outdistanced | turbo heaven 🌼 richie

[ a plain answer is better than lies and window dressings that only make it all the more devastating when you learn the truth. so he takes a moment to cover his face with both hands and take a deep, rattling breath. in, then out, as taair keeps reminding him every time they're dealt another awful loss. ]

I... I'm not. [ throwing in the towel - his voice is small, exhausted, but still resigned. they have several weeks to go, still. ] I just... I really don't know what I'm supposed to do, here. I don't even have my powers, and the second I got them back...

[ he'd never known his portals could hurt someone like that. never even considered the possibility. now it makes sense why ms. needle had insisted he wait until his portals were fully stable to try stepping through one, even within the same room.

another deep breath, and he lowers his hands. keep it together. ]

God. I hate it here.

[Oh, dear heart.

Richie can't say he knows this particular pain. Portals and potions, witchcraft and future-tech. All beyond him by light-years. But the truth is this is just a boy, who only meant to do right by his friends, and found himself hurting them instead. Through no choice of his own, but still by his own means.

Richie lets him lower his hands first. Then he reaches out for him. Draws him into a gentle hug, mindful of the wounds.]

No shit? Me too.

[ it's unexpected. normally, he'd protest immediately, try to save his stupid teenaged pride by acting irritated by an embarrassing adult. affection doesn't come that easily.

in the wake of this weekend, however, laurence doesn't even try to resist. he lets himself be pulled with another shaky breath, hesitantly reaching up to accept and return the embrace. unfortunately clinging a little, because he's still too shaken to even begin unraveling the complicated mess of all his emotions right now.

but it helps, a little. to feel like he's not alone, even if only for a moment. ]

Sorry, Richie. [ mumbled, again, as his fingers curl into the other's shirt just a little. ] It... It's hard for all of us, I shouldn't...

[ shouldn't be so fragile, so childish, so torn apart when everyone else has suffered far more, far greater than this place has to offer. he's eighteen, now, he should really be better than this. ]

I... I'll be okay, soon.

[ boy does he hope that's true. ]

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