It will. Writing letters doesn't really do them justice, especially when things get censored. It'll be nice to talk to them in person again. [ ... ] I think you'll be happy, too. You really liked some of them, didn't you? Like Charlie.
[ ...? we've known each other this long. why wouldn't i? ]
I'm not sure being angry will make it heal any faster.
[TEASING! But he nods.]
Writing letters just made me wish I could talk to them even more. So I could see their face and hear their voice. Charlie, Akihiko... and I want to get to know people like Hawke and Uruha better.
[It's his turn to respond to thoughts out loud. He shrugs his shoulder.]
Because I'm different and there's so many things I haven't experienced. It makes me feel less lonely when there's things that are also new to you.
Yeah, I feel the same way. I never had to write letters before... They make it sound so easy, but it's not even remotely the same. And we'll only have a week, but you can still try to get to know them better in that time.
[ it's not emotionshare anymore, but there is a brief flash of guilt on his face. has he really made kaworu feel that bad? that was never what he'd meant to do, but it seems he has a talent for it, anyway. ]
...There's a lot that I haven't seen, either, so I get it. There's been plenty of times I've felt like an idiot because I don't know something that's normal to everyone else - like cars, and fireworks. Some of those movies they all like.
[He laughs and kicks a little water at Laurence to shame him for his commitment to being mad about something so out of his control. But afterwards he's nodding in agreement.]
It was my first time writing letters as well. It was hard to know what to say. But I was happy when I received them in return.
[But also tilting his head at the guilty look. What's wrong? ]
Yes. Sometimes I feel like I'm a step behind everyone because I haven't done common things and there are things I don't understand because of how I was raised. But when you haven't either, I don't worry about it.
[ mock offense at most. a little water won't hurt. ]
It's kind of like having proof that someone cares, isn't it? Not that we need it, but... it's kind of nice to know someone missed you if you don't have a choice but to be apart, I guess.
[ they don't always have the option of knowing those things. he just shakes his head though, offering no explanation at the moment. ]
At least most of the people here are patient if we have to ask questions. And it is nice not being the only one in the dark, sometimes.
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[ stop! responding! to thoughts out loud! ]
It will. Writing letters doesn't really do them justice, especially when things get censored. It'll be nice to talk to them in person again. [ ... ] I think you'll be happy, too. You really liked some of them, didn't you? Like Charlie.
[ ...? we've known each other this long. why wouldn't i? ]
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[TEASING! But he nods.]
Writing letters just made me wish I could talk to them even more. So I could see their face and hear their voice. Charlie, Akihiko... and I want to get to know people like Hawke and Uruha better.
[It's his turn to respond to thoughts out loud. He shrugs his shoulder.]
Because I'm different and there's so many things I haven't experienced. It makes me feel less lonely when there's things that are also new to you.
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[ huffs. ]
Yeah, I feel the same way. I never had to write letters before... They make it sound so easy, but it's not even remotely the same. And we'll only have a week, but you can still try to get to know them better in that time.
[ it's not emotionshare anymore, but there is a brief flash of guilt on his face. has he really made kaworu feel that bad? that was never what he'd meant to do, but it seems he has a talent for it, anyway. ]
...There's a lot that I haven't seen, either, so I get it. There's been plenty of times I've felt like an idiot because I don't know something that's normal to everyone else - like cars, and fireworks. Some of those movies they all like.
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It was my first time writing letters as well. It was hard to know what to say. But I was happy when I received them in return.
[But also tilting his head at the guilty look. What's wrong? ]
Yes. Sometimes I feel like I'm a step behind everyone because I haven't done common things and there are things I don't understand because of how I was raised. But when you haven't either, I don't worry about it.
[You make him feel good! Not bad!]
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[ mock offense at most. a little water won't hurt. ]
It's kind of like having proof that someone cares, isn't it? Not that we need it, but... it's kind of nice to know someone missed you if you don't have a choice but to be apart, I guess.
[ they don't always have the option of knowing those things. he just shakes his head though, offering no explanation at the moment. ]
At least most of the people here are patient if we have to ask questions. And it is nice not being the only one in the dark, sometimes.