outdistanced | turbo heaven 🌼 chrono

[ less than half. he hadn't really tallied up the numbers, but that is a horrifying thought, isn't it. ]

We don't even know what it wants out of this. What's the point in killing us, if it's not just some twisted game?

...How do you go back to normal after losing someone every Friday for two months, anyway? I feel like I'm just going to be on edge forever.

Not knowing's what's gettin' to me the most. It's hard to make a plan against somethin' you can't even understand.

[ he sighs. well, returning to normalcy is something he does have a lot of experience with. so ]

You find good things. [ runs a thumb over laurence's knuckles, pointedly. ] Hobbies, friends, plans. It never goes away, but it's possible to move on. Especially... if we get them back. Make the most of it, when we do.

For real. I don't know, though... maybe I'll get a message this weekend like the others did. Maybe that'll help somehow.

[ he doesn't sound like he believes it. the last few were just taunting them... this entity holding its power over their heads. he's kind of dreading seeing what they'll have to say this week.

but he falls silent, mulling those things over. good things... ]

It'll be harder once we go back. [ at least it will be for laurence, and he isn't the only one. he doesn't really want to leave the good things here behind just yet. nothing at home really compares. ] But I am looking forward to seeing them again. I wish it would happen earlier so we'd get more time.

Maybe. Anything helps. It's exhausting playing the waiting game, as well, huh.

[ he's so tired. the more he learns, the more familiar it feels. caught like an insect between two gods waging war.

he just nods, and continues to run his thumb in soothing circles. there's not a lot he can say - he knows how lucky he is, to have come from the life he'd been living beforehand. ]

Me too. Yesterday doesn't count for you. Need a total redo.

[ sighs. ] Just more of the same no matter where we are, I guess.

[ at least before he had the option of practicing with his powers. what do they have here? just each other? ...maybe that's not so bad, but he does worry about that part when it comes to going home, too.

still. he huffs out a soft, surprised laugh. ]

It wasn't all bad. I could do with a redo, mostly, but... [ glances at the ribbon he's still wearing. ] ...some of it was okay.

[ when it comes to going home... well, chrono might not believe in everything happening around them, in whatever god keeps sending reassurances that lead very short distances. but he trusts, at least, that they'd find each other again. his free hand opens and closes where it's resting over his knees.

he glances at the ribbon, too. that old dragon... looking forward to seeing him. then, with a little bit of a forced note in his tone; ]

Could take or leave the outfit though, huh? The makeup's nice, at least.

[ forced ot not, it is an instant distraction. blushing furiously, laurence closes his eyes. ]

Why are you still on that? I didn't choose it.

[ he says, but suddenly looks unsure. hm. ]

[ hehe. it pulls a laugh from him, low and shaky, but with a relieved edge. catching that expression makes his own flicker slightly concerned through the amusement, though. ]

...you don't know? I mean, I meant it when I said it wasn't a bad look on you, but didn't really think you were the type.

All the skirts and makeup were from that other life. I don't know what you're talking about.

[ they probably don't have meido content in the Tower can you imagine. at least not where the kids can find it. ]

Besides, you said that when I looked like an absolute disaster.

[ he nods, and is fine dropping it there. weird vibes about that whole thing, still.

but... he looks a little embarrassed at that being pointed out. ]

I did, didn't I? But it's still true. [ well anyway ] Kind of says a lot about what I think of you normally, I guess.

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You...

[ my god. ]

Well, I'm not wearing the skirts and ruffles again, so I hope you enjoyed it while it lasted.

[ god he's so embarrassed. turns his head away and mumbles. ]

But thanks I guess I tried really hard to get the makeup right.

[ stupid ]

[ he's also!! embarrassed!!! how functional. stupid

but, in the spirit of teasing, and the fact that after this morning's emotional exodus the distraction is fulfilling that space better than more despair would, he'll lean over with a laugh. ]

Hm? What's that? It looked really nice last night, y'know. And it was really sweet watchin' you get all excited about the stars.

[ fhdjdgs what if he pretends chrono never said that about the makeup,, ]

Well, excuse me for never having seen them like that before!

[ cute

and totally not off the hook sorry ]

No, no, it was good. Your face lit up so much. Though maybe it was the glitter? You did have somethin' sparkly on, right?

Oh my god. It was just a little eyeshadow. I didn't even put that much on!

That's all, huh?

[ heh ]

So it really was just your expression, then. Maybe we'll have to do it again, sometime, bring a telescope. Wouldn't mind seeing that a few more times.

Am I going to have to try and shut you up again?

[ people are dead ]

...Seeing them like that again wouldn't be bad, I guess. It was nice.

Option's always there.

[ people are dead. ]

Maybe next week'll give us another place with a nice sky.

Maybe if Taair wasn't going to walk in at any minute.

[ people are dead and you!! still have a roommate!! ]

...I'd like it if it did, though. Someplace where we can really see everything.

You're okay with Koharu-chan knowing, but not Taair? Double standard.

[ just teasing. he's not pushing for anything because people are dead and he still has a roommate. ]

...what kind of environment do you wanna see? You ever had snow?

Not what I said. It's fine, I guess, but I kind of don't want anyone walking in on that?

[ kisses are between the two of them, god, and the mods. ]

Seattle gets snow sometime. I saw it from the Tower, but I'd never really been in it until that place with the holidays. [ makes a soft, thoughtful sound. ] I don't know what I'd want. What else even is there?

[ really had all this typed out last night and thought i hit post but never did!!! okay past me!!! ]

Hah. Okay, fair enough.

[ hi mods hope you're having fun

chrono is actually pretty sure taair isn't coming back for a while, but. it's fine. ]

The snow there's pretty, but mountainsides and stuff covered in snow are even nicer. [ matches the thoughtful sound, but in the opposite direction; ] There's tropical places, with warm beaches and cool trees. Rainforests, with wildlife and plants everywhere. Deserts, hot and sandy but with awesome views of the sky. Or we could end up somewhere totally insane again.

[ it's okay they can make out in laurence's room next week without any risk of interruption. good for them. ]

Okay, deserts sound miserable, though? [ hot and sandy??? ] The rest... sure, I don't think I'd mind those. But you're right, it'll probably be somewhere insane again. It feels like that's the only answer this place has for anything - just some new, insane thing.

[ dude he's not making out with you in front of the puffer fish. probably. ]

Not so bad if you're prepared. Definitely a view you can't get anywhere else. At least it was like that in Uzbekistan. [ shrugs a little. ] Eupha mentioned that maybe they're all different people's versions of heaven. It kinda makes sense with the variety that're here.

[ puffy won't be there the dead's things disappear with them. it's all laurence's now. ]

Uzbekistan? [ debatable if he knows what that is. ] I guess that would make sense - at least for some of them. It's hard to imagine the place with the diner would be heaven for anyone.

[ hmmm. he glances at chrono, curious. ]

If that were the case... what would it be for you?

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