[ the fewer of them remain, the more apples that appear on the fucking tree, the more difficult it became to understand the actions being undertaken by whatever entity saw fit to shove them here in the first place... it was all terrifyingly present. it doesn't take emotionshare to know they're feeling the same way, only hearing the tone and that deep, grounding breath.
he does remember, the detail about daphnes. he'd poked at it just enough to have laurence fluster a little. and there wouldn't have been any blame for him not taking the offered hand - it could've been just a gesture, the way chrono had framed it. but there they go, so... he winds their fingers together. right now he's not going anywhere. ]
I don't know either. I think we could work it out, but just in case. [ he leans into laurence's side, and looks out at the water. ] We need to make the most of now, too.
[ and after a long, thoughtful pause, he'll look back over his shoulder, the way they came. ]
[ you ever just get really codependent because of all the trauma and almost all of your emotional support adults dying (: we're fine. what's a handhold or two in this murder economy. ]
We are, aren't we? [ that time chrono made everyone curry, the parties to commemorate the dead, the ball... ] That's what checking this whole place out is about. And you still have to show me what a festival is like, but we can do that later.
[ for now, he just nods. ]
Yeah. It'd be cool to see the whole place from above, if we can.
[ fuckin apparently. we're okay. it's nice to be close, and reassured a little. we're still here. ]
...yeah. Guess we are, huh?
[ it was hard to remember everything, after a weekend of such horrifically low points. but as he looks back through the rows of vines, down the hillside, the excitement he'd felt before he'd dragged it all melancholic again... yeah. making the most.
he shoves the last bit of orange in his mouth and nods. ]
Okay! Back to it!
[ and he'll set off at some kind of mid-pace downhill, still slow enough to be clear he's keeping injuries in mind, but nonetheless dragging laurence with him by the hand. ]
[ he wouldn't call them normal but his perspective is so different from most people's. they were nice. at least the beach was before all the murders there. ]
I still can't believe this is all inside of a train car. [ time and space really mean nothing here. ] You're just going to live here all week, aren't you?
...the garden's still nice, yeah. But it's not like this.
[ the murders at the beach have really soured his opinion of it, though he'd still go walk there occasionally. that's probably going to stop now.
well there's an idea ]
I hadn't thought of that. I could, huh? There's enough buildings for there to be a hotel in there somewhere. [ hm ] But, nah, I'll come back at night still at least.
[ definitely not thinking that this place will only be nice until someone inevitably murders here this week!!! it's always the new locations and the beach!!! wow!!! they better not ruin that perfectly nice vineyard ]
Probably? I don't know, though... Taair was pretty excited about this place, too, so he may not even notice if you did. He's been going on and on about how awesome the ruins are.
[ absolute fucking nerd. laurence is so fond of him. disgusting. ]
[ hah. yeah, he's immediately making a stupid fond little smile as well. their nerd mother hen. he adores taair so much. ]
Yeah, I went over there with him, too. The Roman Forum. I actually know a bit about it [ boys think of the roman empire once a day joke ] so it was nice to be able to help him, for once.
[ but. shrugs, kind of too casually. ]
It's not just because he'll worry, though. I'm still not exactly keen on bein' alone.
You do? [ what's he so surprised for when chrono and taair are roomies. they probably nerd out about stuff all the time. ] I guess this place really is a paradise for a historian, though... Good for him.
[ nods absently. ]
Me, either... [ still gets caught up thinking too much about what happened if he's left alone for long. ] And I don't want to worry anyone. I have a feeling Yves would hunt me down if he couldn't at least check in on me.
Just a bit. Most history's boring as hell, but that bit of it's pretty cool. The ruins are really interesting. Taair definitely seems to think it's paradise.
[ he hums in agreement as they arrive back to the road, and the scooter that is thankfully still there. with a thoughtful look, he passes laurence the helmet. ]
I guess I just never thought about it much aside from reading about the myths... They didn't talk that much about it in our classes, beyond the basics.
[ pauses as he takes the helmet. ]
You sure? I wouldn't mind it, but don't they usually focus on the new areas that night...?
Not like it's important as far as everyday life goes, so that's not really surprising. But ancient history like that's more interesting than other parts. Like Egypt, too.
[ he seems to shrug off the concern a little too easily, but then gives laurence another thoughtful look and something falters in his expression. swallowing, he turns to hop onto the vespa again before replying. ]
...yeah, you're right. We were gonna go back to the garden anyway, right? That still sounds good.
It's not like I'm into it. I like how ruins and old buildings look, that kind of thing, so I just read about it a bit when I was younger.
[ it's part of the goth addition to the jock/nerd assessment
chrono just kind of. hums, tilting his head to both sides as if he's cracking his neck, waiting for laurence to settle as the turns the engine back on. ]
Sure, but I don't wanna risk you bein' here if there's even any more chance of somethin' happening. [ hmm. ] I guess I feel a little weird? Can't put my finger on it. Probably nothing major.
You really are starting to sound like Taair. He said something pretty similar. [ hmmm. ] I guess it isn't that bad, here.
[ the nature and quiet are surprisingly okay, for someone who's never even considered it before heaven.
well he's not going to bring the mood back down by reminding them about sleeping through murders. ]
Right... I'll be fine, though, really. [ he is staying out of trouble! ] Well, I haven't been cursed, but I think they only realize it after it wears off?
Worse people to start soundin' like, that's for sure. But if I start to get too wordy you can just hit me. Taair's got that part covered.
[ it's not like he's forgotten about sleeping through murders but the key part about now is sleeping through them and not getting murdered. well, not getting laurence murdered. he's not too concerned about himself right now. ]
Guess I'll find out later, then. I don't think it's that bad, though. Just kinda weird, like... lighter? A bit.
[ the cover of trees casts dappled light on the road, and ahead there's a low fence that might have held a gate at one point. through it, they're on a flat plateau, with an unmaintained garden of mostly dry grass and thriving flowers that are probably weeds. there's a bench, and a clear view out over the ocean and back to the coastal town. ]
[ considering events that have yet to occur where he gets deservedly pelted with snacks it's probably the first one. which is sweet, but we don't have to acknowledge it.
also <3 no <3 we're not worrying about ourselves right now <3 ]
Yeah, yeah. If I start feelin' cursed, you'll be first to know.
[ he'll slow them down and kill the engine again, but doesn't move to get up right away. even the view from here is a little arresting. ]
Maybe they'd just keep gettin' distracted, trying to clean this place up. Because, well, damn.
[ the way he would use the mirror for chrono right now if he'd thought to bring it, just in case. oh well. once they've rolled to a stop, laurence does let go of him to get up and take everything in.
sure, it's not a beach resort where people do stuff like surfing, whatever that is, but... it feels more real, somehow. ]
Do places like this really exist outside of heaven?
[ it's a little hard to believe. seattle, even what little he's seen both from the tower and in the alleys, is nothing like this. ]
[ cute. you should mention that outside of metatext
eventually he'll stretch his arms out and follow once the scooter is secured, drawing alongside with a sort of. concerned sideeye glance at him before he steps a bit ahead to see even more, wide-eyed with amazement. ]
...yeah. It's rare, like I said, but they're out there. I think the ocean's one of the best, but there's places hidden everywhere that just catch you offguard. Take your breath away. That kind of reaction.
[ he turns back slightly, a little proud smile on his face. ]
Maybe when I show you the festival you'll feel that way, too. It's a different kind of impressive, but it's still on the same kind of level.
I did really like the beach, when we first got it. I didn't expect it to be so relaxing. [ no wonder people always talk about it in books and things. ] I think I like it more from up here, though.
[ despite all the horrible things in the tower, it still feels a little closer to home. a little safer. and it is a stunning view, but he'll look the look of wonder do the talking as far as that goes. ]
If there's as interesting as you say, maybe I will. [ nudges him with an elbow, teasing. ] Might be hard to top the first time I saw fireworks, though.
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he does remember, the detail about daphnes. he'd poked at it just enough to have laurence fluster a little. and there wouldn't have been any blame for him not taking the offered hand - it could've been just a gesture, the way chrono had framed it. but there they go, so... he winds their fingers together. right now he's not going anywhere. ]
I don't know either. I think we could work it out, but just in case. [ he leans into laurence's side, and looks out at the water. ] We need to make the most of now, too.
[ and after a long, thoughtful pause, he'll look back over his shoulder, the way they came. ]
D'you wanna keep going up?
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We are, aren't we? [ that time chrono made everyone curry, the parties to commemorate the dead, the ball... ] That's what checking this whole place out is about. And you still have to show me what a festival is like, but we can do that later.
[ for now, he just nods. ]
Yeah. It'd be cool to see the whole place from above, if we can.
[ kind of like home... but a little more free. ]
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...yeah. Guess we are, huh?
[ it was hard to remember everything, after a weekend of such horrifically low points. but as he looks back through the rows of vines, down the hillside, the excitement he'd felt before he'd dragged it all melancholic again... yeah. making the most.
he shoves the last bit of orange in his mouth and nods. ]
Okay! Back to it!
[ and he'll set off at some kind of mid-pace downhill, still slow enough to be clear he's keeping injuries in mind, but nonetheless dragging laurence with him by the hand. ]
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Alright already, I'm coming!
[ laughing a little along the way ]
I think this is the first time I've seen you this excited about a new place.
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Maybe it's because I feel less like we've been thrown into a horror movie setup with this one, man. [ especially after last week. ] And it's so big!
[ if he shoves some grapes into his jacket (around his waist, this takes a bit of fumbling) pocket for later no one has to know. ]
I really missed seeing somethin' normal.
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[ he wouldn't call them normal but his perspective is so different from most people's. they were nice. at least the beach was before all the murders there. ]
I still can't believe this is all inside of a train car. [ time and space really mean nothing here. ] You're just going to live here all week, aren't you?
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[ the murders at the beach have really soured his opinion of it, though he'd still go walk there occasionally. that's probably going to stop now.
well there's an idea ]
I hadn't thought of that. I could, huh? There's enough buildings for there to be a hotel in there somewhere. [ hm ] But, nah, I'll come back at night still at least.
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Probably? I don't know, though... Taair was pretty excited about this place, too, so he may not even notice if you did. He's been going on and on about how awesome the ruins are.
[ absolute fucking nerd. laurence is so fond of him. disgusting. ]
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Yeah, I went over there with him, too. The Roman Forum. I actually know a bit about it [ boys think of the roman empire once a day joke ] so it was nice to be able to help him, for once.
[ but. shrugs, kind of too casually. ]
It's not just because he'll worry, though. I'm still not exactly keen on bein' alone.
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[ nods absently. ]
Me, either... [ still gets caught up thinking too much about what happened if he's left alone for long. ] And I don't want to worry anyone. I have a feeling Yves would hunt me down if he couldn't at least check in on me.
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[ he hums in agreement as they arrive back to the road, and the scooter that is thankfully still there. with a thoughtful look, he passes laurence the helmet. ]
...maybe, Thursday night?
[ they did say somewhere quieter, after all. ]
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[ pauses as he takes the helmet. ]
You sure? I wouldn't mind it, but don't they usually focus on the new areas that night...?
[ the murders, he means. ]
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[ he seems to shrug off the concern a little too easily, but then gives laurence another thoughtful look and something falters in his expression. swallowing, he turns to hop onto the vespa again before replying. ]
...yeah, you're right. We were gonna go back to the garden anyway, right? That still sounds good.
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he's giving chrono a quizzical look as he just shrugs that off and then seems to rethink it within seconds?? what?? ]
I just said I don't mind. And this place is big enough that we may not see anyone at all even if we do stay here.
[ sense of shame is slowly returning so he hesitates just a smidge before retaking his spot behind chrono. ]
...Are you feeling okay? You've been acting a little weird.
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[ it's part of the goth addition to the jock/nerd assessment
chrono just kind of. hums, tilting his head to both sides as if he's cracking his neck, waiting for laurence to settle as the turns the engine back on. ]
Sure, but I don't wanna risk you bein' here if there's even any more chance of somethin' happening. [ hmm. ] I guess I feel a little weird? Can't put my finger on it. Probably nothing major.
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[ just a buncha old rocks? ]
That's what you're worried about? Nothing's going to happen if we're just sleeping. Are you sure you weren't cursed?
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[ alright let's get back on the road. more up. there's more vineyards, eventually giving way to an area more dense with trees. ]
Of course I'm worried. I don't want anything to happen to you. [ ... ] I don't feel cursed. D'you even know, if it's not a big one?
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[ the nature and quiet are surprisingly okay, for someone who's never even considered it before heaven.
well he's not going to bring the mood back down by reminding them about sleeping through murders. ]
Right... I'll be fine, though, really. [ he is staying out of trouble! ] Well, I haven't been cursed, but I think they only realize it after it wears off?
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[ it's not like he's forgotten about sleeping through murders but the key part about now is sleeping through them and not getting murdered. well, not getting laurence murdered. he's not too concerned about himself right now. ]
Guess I'll find out later, then. I don't think it's that bad, though. Just kinda weird, like... lighter? A bit.
[ the cover of trees casts dappled light on the road, and ahead there's a low fence that might have held a gate at one point. through it, they're on a flat plateau, with an unmaintained garden of mostly dry grass and thriving flowers that are probably weeds. there's a bench, and a clear view out over the ocean and back to the coastal town. ]
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[ getting too wordy or laurence hitting him? who's to say. be a little more concerned about yourself also what the hell man. ]
Then... maybe it's okay? It better be. [ or else
looks at this new place. it's a far cry from the big garden in oz, but it has the view. that isn't a bad thing. still, ]
Maybe they do need more people here. This place is kind of a mess.
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also <3 no <3 we're not worrying about ourselves right now <3 ]
Yeah, yeah. If I start feelin' cursed, you'll be first to know.
[ he'll slow them down and kill the engine again, but doesn't move to get up right away. even the view from here is a little arresting. ]
Maybe they'd just keep gettin' distracted, trying to clean this place up. Because, well, damn.
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[ the way he would use the mirror for chrono right now if he'd thought to bring it, just in case. oh well. once they've rolled to a stop, laurence does let go of him to get up and take everything in.
sure, it's not a beach resort where people do stuff like surfing, whatever that is, but... it feels more real, somehow. ]
Do places like this really exist outside of heaven?
[ it's a little hard to believe. seattle, even what little he's seen both from the tower and in the alleys, is nothing like this. ]
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eventually he'll stretch his arms out and follow once the scooter is secured, drawing alongside with a sort of. concerned sideeye glance at him before he steps a bit ahead to see even more, wide-eyed with amazement. ]
...yeah. It's rare, like I said, but they're out there. I think the ocean's one of the best, but there's places hidden everywhere that just catch you offguard. Take your breath away. That kind of reaction.
[ he turns back slightly, a little proud smile on his face. ]
Maybe when I show you the festival you'll feel that way, too. It's a different kind of impressive, but it's still on the same kind of level.
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hmm. he follows with a pensive expression. ]
I did really like the beach, when we first got it. I didn't expect it to be so relaxing. [ no wonder people always talk about it in books and things. ] I think I like it more from up here, though.
[ despite all the horrible things in the tower, it still feels a little closer to home. a little safer. and it is a stunning view, but he'll look the look of wonder do the talking as far as that goes. ]
If there's as interesting as you say, maybe I will. [ nudges him with an elbow, teasing. ] Might be hard to top the first time I saw fireworks, though.
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[ bigger. more free. a little less like an unattainable horizon holding them in.
...ah. he laughs out of the little reverie, shoulder-checking him gently in automatic response. ]
Ah, man, that was gonna be part of it! I'll have to make sure they're even more impressive to really keep it up to scratch, huh?
[ his teasing smile goes a little softer, curious. it's one of the first times laurence has mentioned being excited about something. ]
Tell me about it? The first time you saw them.
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