[ sighs. he's frustrated and a little confused, but tired, and doesn't want to argue. it already feels like so much has fallen apart in the last nine hours or so. ]
I said I'm not stopping you.
[ if he wants to go, he can go. laurence is easy enough to find, anyway. ]
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[ ah. guilty, and a swoop of something very surprised. well, it dampens the angry for a moment, at least. he swallows, shoulders tensing. ]
Sorry. It's not what I meant, really. [ oof. ] Just don't wanna be like this all night. I won't be long.
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[ brushing off the apology because he sucks and he's still frustrated and that's not helping either of them right now. ]
I'm not going to stop you.
[ just calling out a hypocrite for what he is (: ]
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[ ughh. he feels stupid, and rightfully cowed. it's happened a lot today! but that anger still has a firm hold.
he just kind of. pitches forward and rests his forehead on laurence's shoulder for a moment. ]
I... I don't want to be alone. But like this, it'll just be worse. I'll make it worse.
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Why is that the thing you're so confident about...
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[ get mad, do something stupid, make something worse. he doesn't want this to be any worse, especially. especially not for laurence, today.
he'll lift his head after a moment of quiet. ]
I really do need to see Jiaoqiu. There's some stuff he said... [ bristles. ] ...yeah. It won't be long.
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[ sighs. he's frustrated and a little confused, but tired, and doesn't want to argue. it already feels like so much has fallen apart in the last nine hours or so. ]
I said I'm not stopping you.
[ if he wants to go, he can go. laurence is easy enough to find, anyway. ]
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I'll talk about it, but not today.
[ this ain't about him
another pause. there's a tug of really, very much not wanting to go. ]
...it does matter, that you care. It's-- thanks. I'll see you later, okay?
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there is a little thread of concern, but. friends have left after saying less. ]
Yeah. See you later.