[ so... kind of like iris, before he left the tower? hm. he chooses not to think about that too hard. ]
Good thing it did, then. Getting into fights is a terrible hobby, man.
[ is shoved, but he laughs a little, too. ]
I didn't know it was that complicated. [ math is one thing, but physics? chemistry? laurence only knows the bare minimum. you only learn that stuff if it's going to be part of your job in the tower, like being a doctor. ] So it just means you have to study a little more. So what? If it's what you want to do, you'll make it work somehow.
You haven't started any fights with me yet, so I'll give you that.
[ nods i can't believe snow wants me to homewreck those boys ]
Studying sucks. [ thinks of his stupid book on demiflora with all his notes. he hates every second of that it fries his brain so bad. ] But I think you'll be fine. You don't really half-ass it when you care about things anyway, right? Never seemed that way to me, anyway.
[ HEH!!!!!!!!! he's not even surprised this isn't the first time. all that tower talk.
for the second time in as many comments!! oh!! yeah you hit the nail on the head with the part he wasn't explaining, laurence!! ]
--yeah? Yeah. That's why I wanted to go. [ he blinks the surprise away, shaking his head. but he looks a little happy. ] It's just a dream. There's no way that level of space travel will exist in my lifetime, but... it'd be the only way to see him again. To find Cray out there.
[ surprise he's perceptive when he cares enough to be ]
You never know. Maybe there'll be another way you can see him again and you just don't know it yet. If you could make the connection once...
[ he shrugs. probably not. laurence doesn't know what it's like, and that feels a little too hopeful, but it's nice to have something to look forward to even if it isn't necessarily real, right? ]
It's too bad teleporting doesn't work between worlds.
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Not literally. I just didn't have any friends or interests. Gettin' into fights was the closest thing until Vanguard came along.
[ pff. okay, that earns laurence a more bodily sideways shove of faux-irritation, but he's laughing mildly. ]
Whatever, man. No, there's a ton of tests and stuff you gotta pass before even beginning to train for it. Physics, mathematics, chemistry, all that.
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Good thing it did, then. Getting into fights is a terrible hobby, man.
[ is shoved, but he laughs a little, too. ]
I didn't know it was that complicated. [ math is one thing, but physics? chemistry? laurence only knows the bare minimum. you only learn that stuff if it's going to be part of your job in the tower, like being a doctor. ] So it just means you have to study a little more. So what? If it's what you want to do, you'll make it work somehow.
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[ it is why he talks like a delinquent though. ]
I'm trying. My... [ hm. ] ...teammate, he's super smart, so he's been tutoring me for a while. It's helped a lot.
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[ an attitude problem... as if laurence is one to talk.
noting the hesitation there and raising an eyebrow. ]
Teammate...? [ me, ray: boyfriend? is he your boyfriend, chrono? ] There you go - a tutor. So those tests won't be that hard.
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[ aaya voice look,
huffs and turns his attention back to the movie!! ]
I'm bad at studying, so I'm worried all the time even with people helpin' me.
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[ nods i can't believe snow wants me to homewreck those boys ]
Studying sucks. [ thinks of his stupid book on demiflora with all his notes. he hates every second of that it fries his brain so bad. ] But I think you'll be fine. You don't really half-ass it when you care about things anyway, right? Never seemed that way to me, anyway.
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this half-praise that makes him feel weirdly perceived isn't helping!! he sinks even further into the blankets. ]
W-well, what's the point in half-assing things anyway? If you're gonna put the effort in, it may as well work out.
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it's a little funny to see him get all nervous like that. laurence gives him an amused glance before turning back to the movie. ]
Yeah. So you'll do fine. Don't be such a worrywart about it. [ a beat, then he adds, thoughtful, ] I bet the stars look even cooler from space.
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[ he's going to keep worrying anyway but thanks, is what that noise means probably.
oh. chrono blinks, and nods. ]
Yeah. It'd be quiet up there, but real pretty.
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[ this has nothing to do with their action movie ]
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[ this is said with about half the usual snark. he's contemplative, eyes on the tv but not really absorbing anything. ]
It's scary, that openness. But it's not empty. There's a lot to learn and explore.
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[ it's starting to get tiring. or maybe embarrassing. it does bring a faint flush to his face. MOVING ON, ]
...You would be the type to want to check that stuff out, though, wouldn't you. Especially with your whole [ gestures vaguely ] thing with Dran.
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for the second time in as many comments!! oh!! yeah you hit the nail on the head with the part he wasn't explaining, laurence!! ]
--yeah? Yeah. That's why I wanted to go. [ he blinks the surprise away, shaking his head. but he looks a little happy. ] It's just a dream. There's no way that level of space travel will exist in my lifetime, but... it'd be the only way to see him again. To find Cray out there.
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You never know. Maybe there'll be another way you can see him again and you just don't know it yet. If you could make the connection once...
[ he shrugs. probably not. laurence doesn't know what it's like, and that feels a little too hopeful, but it's nice to have something to look forward to even if it isn't necessarily real, right? ]
It's too bad teleporting doesn't work between worlds.
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[ the connection's too dangerous to selfishly think of opening again, though... the thought had crossed his mind before.
...........raises eyebrows. ]
You'd wanna come over and help?
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[ he doesn't know exactly how dangerous this connection is to say.
...shrug? ] I don't think I could. I'm just one Daphne.
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[ his deck's sitting on the nightstand, so he kinda. glances in that direction with a vague smile. ]
It's the thought that counts. Appreciate it.
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Yeah, yeah. It's not like you'd need me to figure it out, anyway.
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Havin' you around wouldn't make it any worse.
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Thanks. You really know how to make a guy feel appreciated, huh.
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I did literally just tell you that I appreciated it. What, expectin' something more?
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[ stupid!! ]
I doubt you'd want to put up with me for that long, anyway. I'm still figuring out how to deal with things outside the Tower...
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the snickers die off pretty quick at that, though, expression turning puzzled. ]
Huh? No way. Isn't it the perfect opportunity to learn other stuff, when you're with a friend who knows it?
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...I guess? It's just kind of annoying when there's so much I don't know.
[ aka he's learned how sheltered and ignorant he is and it's incredibly humiliating to feel so lost all the time. ]
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