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[outdistanced]

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[outdistanced]

Not with that attitude.

[ ...he rubs the back of his neck. ]

You do hide from us all a lot.

[apoisoncary]

Maybe apple seeds could work.

[ now she wants to see if the angels will give them only seedless apples... ]

I'm not used to depending on others without it being transactional.

[outdistanced]

Apple seeds?

[ do they teach about cyanide in apple seeds in the tower. they probably don't, right?? ]

...Come on, Maomao It's been how many weeks and you're still thinking about all of us like we're the same as your home?

[apoisoncary]

Apple seeds can be poisonous if you break them open.

[ now he knows. ]

...I don't think you're the same. I do wonder if it would have been easier if I did.

[outdistanced]

...Seriously? And we just have a whole tree of them.

[ what the hell. ]

I don't see how that would be easier.

[apoisoncary]

It would be fitting if those ones did have seeds. Maybe I should check?

[ she should have thought of this earlier ]

I haven't been clear minded since getting closer to others, especially when it turns out they were the killer. One of them even appeared at the end of the Thursday adventure I went on to ask if that is what getting closer will get me. Not being able to figure it out and being blind to the truth.

[outdistanced]

You haven't already? If you knew about that, I thought you would've looked as soon as they showed up.

[ ah. bad. he immediately feels bad for asking. ]

...Sorry. It's... not easy, dealing with that. But you aren't alone there.

[apoisoncary]

I didn't want to be tempted by them, but it's almost over.

[ maybe temptation can't catch her now while she gives in to poison temptation ]

Akihiko?

[outdistanced]

They are just normal apples, most of the time.

[ though he has to wonder at her willpower if she has to be banned from certain things like this. the apples, the testing on herself, the corpse touching... though she did break that rule. ]

And Yves. [ ... ] And Claude, I guess. Firefly, too, but she did say she was actually possessed the whole time.

[apoisoncary]

[ she did break that rule but for a reason... she also swore not to do it again. her curiosity... ]

Yves didn't kill anyone. [ ... ] Claude was the one I saw on my adventure. He was the one I didn't want to look at too closely and it almost put others at risk. [ he also took away their Zhongli which is extra complicated ] Lucas was also someone I was close with.

[outdistanced]

He killed Firefly in front of all of us - and I know he did it to help her, but he still killed her.

[ which is he trying not to hold against yves but it shellshocked him so bad. ]

...Yeah. [ he knew she was friends with lucas and claude, just not the degree. ] Sorry.

[apoisoncary]

That is true.

[ it was very shocking

those two were unfortunately some of her favorites. ] It's okay.

[outdistanced]

...No, it isn't. It's not okay and you shouldn't pretend it is. We could all write essays on how fucked up this whole thing has been.